I Do Not Know What to Say.

I am actually crying and I do not know if these tears are happy or sad. I think they are a mix of both.

Hey, guys. I'm not certain if Kit's informed you on yesterday's happenings or not. If she has, then you know what's going on. If she hasn't then I have a lot of explaining to do.

Yeah, it's me. Megarin. I'm sure some of you are confused. I've been having extreme social anxiety fears and special circumstances that have kept me from coming here. I have to admit, I grew afraid of everyone here due to my brain reaction to my actions in a way I cannot explain. I have no excuse, except for not being able to control my own emotions.

I really do love you guys, all of you people on New Era. All of my old friends, and all of the people I haven't met yet.

I hope you all accept me back.



I've actually been planning to come back today for a long time. Kit came to me yesterday, just a day before I planned to try to face you guys. I chose today because I knew that today was Smoke's birthday. I know it's late at night by now, so I'm a little late to the party. ^^' I have a little present for you, which I will PM to you once you see I've returned.


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Meggy, no matter what you think, we are all just thrilled to have you back! Honestly, it seemed kind of quiet round here without you. And of course we'll accept you back, quicker than anything. Just don't worry about anything for now, make sure you just get yourself used to being back before you take on any pressure.
Everyone on the site missed you too much to get mad or anything like that. If Smoke is going to kill you, she'll do it with <3 xD

Megarin! I've heard much about you, and I've always wanted to meet you! We're so glad to have you here. You seem like a very nice person, that's fun to be around. Maybe if you stay online we could RP sometime?

Hello Meggy! Kit give you another hug because she love chuuu. We want you back!

Hey Meg. I'm very happy you're back. I've missed you a lot, and I was scared that something really bad happened to you. I hope you can get back into your old style as smoothly as possible, and I'll PM you details and stuff.
A lot has happened, personally to me at least, since you left.
I'm so glad you're back, and I never rally could be angry at you. I love you loads, cause we be internet besties xP <3
Thank you for the happy birthday btw ;)

Oh, and also, I saw you mentioned SAO in one of your past posts, and guess what? Soon we're going to have a Sword Art Online RP! :D

It'll start out with everyone stuck in the game, then eventually we'll switch to the RL RP and Alfhiem^^

Thank you all very much for welcoming me back! I'd love to have personal chats with all of you to catch up, so if you'd like feel free to PM me. <3

I'm very sorry, once again. I'd like to specifically apologize to you, Smoke.

And it's nice to meet you, RosePuppy! I've heard a little about you, and it's all been good. I'd love to RP with you sometime!

I'll need some time to adjust back to my surroundings. I'm planning to redo all of the characters I want to keep, as well as make some new ones. If there's anywhere I need to be, do let me know! And feel free to request to RP personally with me! I'd love to get back into practice. <3

Thank you so much, everyone!

Nothing has been heard of me, i guess im just an average-bad roleplayer, probably because of my post amount of lines/words, well, i guess people do hate me.

I'm a cruddy RPer also, so don't worry, you aren't alone.^^ Sometimes it's just near impossible to respond to a post without it only having two sentences. I often try my best to make my posts as long as possible, but sometimes it just doesn't really work. Oh well, nobody cares about how horrible you are at roleplaying, you're still a friend to us all^^

How'd you like my mini-speech? :D

I can't wait to start rping with you again Meg, it'll be just like old times. Did you check out that HPs up for adoption thread (https://thenewera.aforumfree.com/t1029-high-positions-up-for-adoption)? I don't think any of yours have been taken (though I did fancy taking Spiderlily at one point x3), but you might want to take your cats down before anyone takes it ;3

RosePuppy wrote: I'm a cruddy RPer also,

You've received praise for being good though so you can't say that.

Okay then, but I don't think you're a horrible RPer^^